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Broken

I'm sitting here alone missing you again I don't know how it got so bad
But now it's all said and done We were perfect together But perfect doesn't last
So now I'm broken from all the hurt you've dealt And I'm so lost Without you by my side We always said forever but forever came too soon And now your gone and I'm broken
I try to keep my head up You gave me everything I wanted you to be here But things were just too perfect For your rebellious style
So now I'm broken from the way you left And I can't move on Cause you me

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Never WorkNever Work
I sit here on the couch
Watching as you play with my brother I smile to myself wondering How did we make it this far? No one understands our bond No one knows how much we care
Everyone disapproved of the distance between us
They said this would never work But here we are after years together Years fighting for this love I've always wondered how we made it Cause this was never supposed to work
My loneliness when I can't see you kills me I'm waiting on your return So I can wrap up in your arms And feel you clo Never Work
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Did you ever really care?Did you ever really care?
I sit home alone tonight Wondering what I can do to sleep Cause you still haunt all my dreams You’re still in every breath I breathe You were always the world to me
Chorus I don’t know how this happened I think back to you and don’t remember You’ve left me behind like I never existed How you have that strength I’ll never know But did you ever really care?
You don’t answer my calls Are you really gone this time? I want to remember you and smile But for now all I can remember is t Did you ever really care?
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She cried...She cried as she listened to yet another song that reminded her of Landon. She couldn’t believe it was really over. They had been friends for as long as she could remember, and she couldn’t understand what had gone wrong. All she wanted was an explanation of what had happened between them. Was it the kiss that day when she met him at the library? Was it because he was trying to protect her? Or was it just because he had lied all along? For all she knew he had never really cared about her. Even though he had helped her get over her ex, the guy she always thought she would care about. She pondered whether she should confro She cried...
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should have been a fairie or something

Thu Sep 3, 2009, 8:17 PM

Mood: Guilty
Listening to: I'm Not Okay I Promise --My Chemical Romance
Watching: some random movie not even sure what it is lol
Drinking: orange juice

gah idk why i'm writing this blog....just needed to get out some steam i guess. my senior year is not going the way it's supposed to....first Mrs. Amanda dies then my senior year starts and Stephen has come back to SCHS. It suck seeing him everyday then one of my friends had a horrible wreck this past weekend and almost didn't make it. now he's mad that i can't come see him and the only reason why i can't see him is bc i don't have a ride...at least he is back at home and doing a lil better. i'm sooo tired of all the high school drama. and i hate the fact that my best friend is like 3 hours away at college making new friends and pretty much forgotten abt her life down here. and i was supposed to move up there with her and go to school there but my dad refuses to let me leave and is making me choose a college closer to home...so i'll be going with a different friend to college. and to top everything else my knee is fucked up again so i might have to quit band and everything else i wanted to do this year...and when i went to get it checked out they said there's nothing wrong with it. which is suck bullshit bc i can tell when something is wrong with my knee. i mean duh...it swells up and cuts off the circulation to the rest of my leg. so of course there has to be something wrong with it. gah whatever...i'm done...u can all get back to ur lives now...sorry i took up the time
byes
Steffie
luvs to all

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